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surely i write this post with no ideas in my head. suddenly i want to write and here i am, write a new post in my blog. :)
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sometimes i confused with my world, especially myself! once in a while i can be very happy or feel bad. well i know, it's LIFE. once in a while i can be proud of myself or hate myself. i'll repeat it, it's LIFE. of course i'd so many problems in my life. i often try to be strong and always try to smile. because i think a smile can change everything. and i proud of myself that i can did it until now. but sometimes, i tired to act like there's nothing wrong with me. In one side, i want to be strong but in the other side, i want to be like a child again. say all i want to say without cares people judge, do all what i want to do and i wanna be FREE. surely i feels like a lonely girl.
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nobody knows, i hide it inside i still try to figure . i learn to do what makes me happy, be with who makes me smile, laugh as much as i breathe and love as long as i live. and then i realize what i do isn't entirely true. i know God gives me problems because He believes i'm strong enough to face and solve them by myself. DON'T EVER JUDGE ANYONE. YOU DON'T KNOW THEIR STORY AND WHATS REALLY GOING ON. A SMILE CAN HIDE SO MUCH. thx for being with me :)

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